Forgetting. I hate forgetting things. I feel like I’m not in control of my brain, or like my brain is trying to race me…. I keep getting distracted by random thoughts, and forgetting what I was going to do. And then I remember, start to go back to what I was going to do… and another thought pulls me away. It’s mind crushing (can’t think of the word I wanted to use, because I forgot). (Then later, I think:) Infuriating? (And, finally, it comes back to me): Maddening. That’s what it is. This constant cycle of forgetting and remembering is maddening.